A customer yesterday told me that I “looked intriguing” and that there was “something about” my appearance (tattoos, haircut) and that I made the world more beautiful.

I guess I’m used to that sort of unsolicited comment on my body from men but it was so weird getting it from a middle-aged woman. Like, I don’t expect to be objectified by people who have probably also been cat-called or whatever.

Anyway it totally creeped me out. I couldn’t just shake it off like I do with most stupid customer interactions. I felt very naked and looked-at.

arabellesicardi:

New york is so small I don’t know how people in smaller cities avoid people. Kill them? Do you wear masks in public? Tell me.

I work in a refrigerator most of the time, that tends to work pretty well. when I am out I stare people down until they look away.

this is my new favorite

listening to whispers feels like seeing your crush for the first time that day

how does emotional pain locate itself so solidly in my body?

Was so distracted by these creepers I rode over a piece of glass and got a flat tire

Could I just stop having a body for a while? I’d so much prefer to be floating consciousness

first I dreamed that the boy I had a crush on was being all cute with me and then suddenly made it very clear that he had a girlfriend

then I dreamed that my hair was suddenly shoulder-length and curly and really ugly

then I dreamed that I broke my bed (again)

At least they aren’t work-related stress dreams?…

I’m afraid I’ll drive people away if I tell them how sad I am and how little I believe in myself right now.

but I’m tired of crying alone

im an idiot

iconuk01:

lunaeb:

If you say you don’t need this on your blog, you are lying.

"I don’t care what anyone says, I AM going to fly if I do this hard enough"

iconuk01:

lunaeb:

If you say you don’t need this on your blog, you are lying.

"I don’t care what anyone says, I AM going to fly if I do this hard enough"

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pomegranateandivy:

I am going to print this out, laminate it, and keep it with my gloves and spade.
pomegranateandivy:

I am going to print this out, laminate it, and keep it with my gloves and spade.
pomegranateandivy:

I am going to print this out, laminate it, and keep it with my gloves and spade.
pomegranateandivy:

I am going to print this out, laminate it, and keep it with my gloves and spade.
pomegranateandivy:

I am going to print this out, laminate it, and keep it with my gloves and spade.
pomegranateandivy:

I am going to print this out, laminate it, and keep it with my gloves and spade.
pomegranateandivy:

I am going to print this out, laminate it, and keep it with my gloves and spade.
pomegranateandivy:

I am going to print this out, laminate it, and keep it with my gloves and spade.
pomegranateandivy:

I am going to print this out, laminate it, and keep it with my gloves and spade.

pomegranateandivy:

I am going to print this out, laminate it, and keep it with my gloves and spade.

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